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Why you are here, I do not know. All I really do is draw whatever catches my attention and I can make no guarantees that those interests won't change from hour to hour.
So, if you're happy just viewing random quick sketches and hearing the occasional story about me then:
Was lucky enough to be able to attend the Murdoch Experience here is Toronto. This included a set tour on Saturday ((you can see me behind one of the desks in the police station)) and a mini fan appreciation convention at the Old Mill Inn and Spa. It was an absolutely gorgeous location and I was lucky enough to have the chance to roam it in one of my favourite dresses.
I actually ended up pulled into quite a few wedding photos by various brides which was flattering.
These were some of my favourite shots and… I can honestly say that that #6 is one of the few pictures I’ll admit I look beautiful in. I was actually caught sketching the Inn at the time.
Anyways, I thought you might like to see.
Also, Kempenfest ((I’ll be at Booth 10)) preparation is coming along nicely. I’m exhausted, but the meds are keeping me stable if zombie like.
The dress will make another appearance Sunday at Kempenfest since so many children adored it.
I’m not sure how many are aware that I have a twitter account.
It is also meekobits
And so those that were concerned… you can see random comments from me there as well as photos of convention preparation and then I’ll also post info during each convention I’m at. Thanks again for all your support.
I’m not doing well. Other things have happened and they’ve taken a toll on me.
The medication I’ve been switched to temporarily keeps me calm and from clawing my way out of my own skin, but it makes focusing and drawing really difficult.
That being said, if you have a commission with me that’s time sensitive and you want a refund… you got it. For all other art I hope you can be patient. Hopefully I just need a few weeks to recover. If not I will switch meds since I refuse to give up my art long term.
So there will most likely be silence from me. I will still be going to both Kempenfest and FanExpo but I do not how well I will be.
….I miss giving you guys art. I really do.
Do I clean up the line work or leave it sketchy? Can’t decide so I’m working on the background first….
Quite a few people here and professionals (police, therapist) recommended a drastic change to help me feel safer outside. So, I’m dyeing my hair and changing some of my wardrobe. Not going to be wearing my hoodies or shirts for a bit, just till i start feeling more comfortable.
And you know, usually I like changing my hair and playing around, but the fact that I have too…. I’m trying to consider it as a mission. I need to go undercover. It sounds silly, but it helps a bit.
Thanks for all the support though. I really appreciate you guys talking me through it.
Didn’t sleep well.
Coming home from meeting a friend last night, a guy stepped off the path into what i thought was a backyard, but was actually just bushes and then proceeded to hold his phone up high and take a photo of me. I don’t think he realized I heard the phone snap the photo.
He was walking a BIG dog and so I didn’t even wanna go near him, but seriously, with everything else that’s happened in this area ((and I mean just a few doors down- 2 stabbings and rape)) I was really creeped out and felt… I guess violated is the word I’m searching for. It’s left me really on edge…
Have things too do this morning, but I think this evening I need to take some time to draw for myself and get rid of the dirty feeling. Am I over-reacting?